I’m doing ok guys. Really I am.

The fact that my day-life is so fuckin’ extremely lame (~ but I still like my job though)…my posts actually revolves around how I spent time around with my buddies at night (which most of them I knew for more than 10 years and these are buddies who stand by you when you’re suspended and kicked out of school, listening and gossiping about your puppy loves & all sorts of freaky things which makes you love them even more) and newly met ones which are friends or cousins of our friends or cousins (complicated networking? Nahh ..easy..and its called ‘a whole lotta networking activity’).

So when I came out with posts of my never-ending partying session and other misbehaving actions (captured in digital form. LOL) , it created a buzz. A buzz where friends back in the west will come up with questions regarding my changes? Was it because I broke-up with him? Was I very upset? Was I having an eating-disorder etc. You won’t believe the questions I get. I kept on sighing but I do understand that maybe they cared. Good. I like beinh taken cared of.

Most of my friends there will always ask me why I’ve changed and became a lot more ‘undomesticated’ here in KK. I’m always the good girl you knew (I’m just letting my hair down a bit more). Nothing much has changed, accept for my fluctuating weight and the fact that I gained a lot more ‘freedom’ here (was a bit ‘restricted’ back there). The environment and social surroundings made me kept everything low but it kept me sane (thank God) and kept me focused on my studies ~ getting good grades is very important ya know. The fact that I was spending a lot of time with my ex, contributed to less time spent with my friends ~ and my movement was very much guarded at that point of time. I was always with him and everything orbitted around him. I never regretted doing so but I should have been spending more time with my friends to get to know them better ~  I missed that chance but hopefully I’ll be able to make up for it in future.

I’m not trying to explain myself but I just want you to know that I’m doing fine. I really am guys. Thanks peeps!

and what is a post without the photos?? Shots by our wonderful dolly – Girllyen, on 3rd January 2009. I only managed to post just one shot. I still need to upload a few more later (stolen from her Facebook. LOL).

(I was a bit ‘miring2′ already this… and it was all Coke! LOL)