♥ Unpredictable Pleasure ♥

Yellowcard’s “Only One” made me felt a bit upset. I’m becoming more and more emotional nowadays and I’m hating it. Sometimes I wish that I could go back to the time where I can choose not to do or be attached to something that had brought me to this unbearable stage or phase. I kept blaming myself for choosing that particular road but I guess mistakes are unavoidable and what I can do is learn from it. I blame myself for not following my instincts, I know something is not right but I forced myself to think that it’s purely my own bad judgement. REGRETS. *sighs” let bygones be bygones. However, accepting and trying not to do the same mistakes again is not an easy job, it’s a lot tougher and there are times that you feel like giving up. What doesnt kill you makes you stronger they say.

Only 7 days to New Year and all I can hope is a better year ahead. Life is boring without the usual ups and downs and I ‘motivate’ myself by believing that everything happens for a reason. Some people are too caught up with the perks and kicks of life, and never do they realized that they have let go something very precious in life. I promised myself to never take someone for granted – like he did. You might wake up one day and realized that you’ve lost a diamond, because you were too busy collecting stones.  But hey, maybe it just wasn’t meant to be..and it was just a big relieve as I do not have to take that big step anymore.