♥ Unpredictable Pleasure ♥

“Hate”  has become my new favourite word

“Like” has made me very, very bored

Could you just not understand

and puhh-lease lah do not ever pretend

Ignorance and negligence lead to awful consequences

Maybe you’ll give me that sarcastic smile and say “let it break into pieces”

Would it be possible to let go?

To forgive, forget and close the door?

Could I be missing..

and be left sighing?

Would the years even matter

Maybe the fun and kicks isn’t getting any better

But I just could not surrender

Why even am I having lots of emmss… and errss?

Too damn tired to keep figuring it out

Find it far more easier to punch, kick, scream and shout

Too damn exhausted to keep asking for reasons

As I thought it would help in making all those decisions

Owhh I’ll just fall and be bummed

I hate it when i feel dumb

I’m actually trying to get the words to rhyme and do some poetry

I’m super-cheesy…and this feels funny but deep down I’m disturbingly angry.

(you see…everything rhymes!)