Archive for August 26th, 2008
anorexic. bulimic. I’m still eating happily :)
I was sitting with a group of people at work when of all a sudden the conversation switched to a topic I am not really interested to join in..topic: “Body Size”. The conversation, or might I say, the discussion, started when all of us saw this very slim and sexy lady walking pass. Everyone paused for a moment, there was a moment of silence, guess we were all observing her silhouette. Hehehe. Then I broke the moment of silence by saying “uiseh.. punya lawa”..(To think back, I guess i was the one who triggered the topic! Hehe). Girls look at girls too you know.
I was not interested to actually talk about this subject as I will surely, I repeat..I will surely receive a comment on my figure! For the past 6 months, I was called a skinny. Well you see, I don’t think I’m skinny, there are times I wish I was bigger but I will only have that feeling once I get nasty comments like “ko sakit kah? kenapa kurus betul ni? or “ko tidak makan kah ni” (My mom will be the one who repetitively ask me the same question!” ). Maybe I’m anorexic; Definition: Anorexics are people who see themselves as FAT, became bulimics and ends up looking like a walking skeleton. Fortunately, I’m not in this category, I don’t put my fingers down my throat and I don’t see myself as fat. I still love eating. Maybe I have a high metabolic rate? maybe maybe maybe.
Adui bah.. Some of the doctors I’m working with will also keep telling me “put on some weight lah eleanor”, “eat more”, “the door is heavier than you” (I was actually having trouble to open our hospital’s door, memang tu pintu sana berat bahhh!).. aiseh.. tension juga lah.. tapi I’ll just laugh it off. My favourite phrase would be “mana adaaaaaaaa!”. Then quickly run away. If they saw me a year ago, when I was 60 kilograms, they certainly would tell me “lose weight lahh“. So yeah, I drop like 15 kilograms. No dieting. No nothing. It happen naturally. hahaha. Well, when I came back to KK after i completed my studies, I suddenly did not have a big appetite anymore. No specific reason. Really.
Geez… I’m not in the mood to blog. Cheers peeps.
