Archive for June 14th, 2008
signs he stopped loving you.
I googled the exact phrase trying to find clues or signs that me and my boyfriend is finish. I stupidly lowered my standards today by texting him asking him how he’s doing. And the most shocking part was that he answered me with “i’m a bit busy”. I was like going to explode. Totally pissed off! Then I cried. I don’t even know if the crying was because I was so damn sad or was so damn angry! Not angry at him.. angry at my stupid self for trying to make things better, which I should have just ignore. I have all this signs that he doesn;t love me anymore, but I googled for answers trying to deny the fact that I should just MOVE ON. He clearly showed this signs:
He doesnt text me as often as he does (8 days went by without any single sms or calls). He keeps telling me he’s busy (and I was like, what the fuck – so you’re too busy until you don’t even have 30 seconds to text or call before going off to bed?). He changed his email password (doesn’t that tell you anything Eleanor???).
Then a small voice from the back of my head keep telling me “He’s really busy, he has an event going on”. “He did say he loved you but you were the one who didn’t text him back”.
Owh…FUCK HIM. He will regret this.
