It ticks me!

I.m. in. angry. mode. I suppose. super. angry.

Coz I’ve been cussing (secara dalaman tho) since 8pm: 25/09/09. Clock now shows 2.23am – 26/09/09. Pheww..talk about being ’sour’ for the past 6 hours! The fact that I kept the cussing to myself,; not being able to blurt all the Fs and the BSs, made the anger lasted so long. Duh. Fergie said (or sang)…”Big Girls Don’t Cry”..but I guess “Big Girls..Cuss a LOT!”. lol. We just came back from the Arthur’s Day 250 Years Celebration in Sunway. I was hoping to have a bloody good time but the rest of the night was spoiled due to my ‘in-acceptance’ of that particular situation. If I had the car to drive myself back at that point of time.I would just skipped the whole B.E.Ps thing. I was furious! so I switched to silent-mode. Talking when you’re angry will only lead to stupid-fights. The anger I was in became so overwhelming, I feel ready to explode. Since I’m a lot ‘better’ now in controlling my so called anger (where previously I will most probably be clenching my fists), I decided to navigate away from the whole ‘emotional-disturbance’ by keeping my mind focus on the thumping musics. How I hope he knows what makes me tick. But then I question myself – How would he know what makes me tick if I never tell? Reason: He would never understand even if I ‘tell’ him because for him, it’s not something to be ’sour’ about. Eleanor is just being idoticly-sensitive. Yeah. Then all the guilt part comes back to me. So why should I tell. Sometimes keeping silent is the way to go…although it makes me feel like I need to stick my finger down my throat. Urghh.

It’s safe to say that I actually can ‘feel’ whether a particular person is a ‘yes’ vibe or a ‘no’ vibe when meeting them for the first time (does this gives the impression that I judge people too early? Blame the Gemini ‘power’ I have) So when the percentage of the ‘no’ vibe is a 150%, I would rather maintain a good minimum 1km distance. I’m nasty. at times. I give chances but few. If in any case I have to be in that 1metre circle and conversations are involved, I’ll be itching to make excuses and leave. OMG! reading back what I just wrote makes me sound so fcukinly-scary! But won’t be deleting tho. Blogging while you’re mad might only lead to nonsense, right? No? No.

So I started to have all these thoughts inside  my head. Possibly I should just let everything go. Again. Which I do best in life.

I’m going back to KK tomorrow. yey.

Biatch.

Urghh! I feel like kickin’ that Ms.Sucker right in the face.Repeatedly! (would I be liable for any legal actions with this kind of statement? Owh well.) She should have known better. Don’t go and whine about how pathetic and useless your so-call-love-live is everytime you had a fight with your Mr.Perfect-but-so-obviously-an idiotic-man, trying to gain sympathy with that stupid-sympathetic face of yours. It bothers me a lot when Mr.Good-friend of Ms. Sucker would keep telling me how he pity her. My ‘nice’ nature of just replying with a lame “owh really?” is destructing me when I actually would love to reply with “so what. fcuk her.” instead of the completely-monotonous”owh really”. Hypocrite. Me. Yeah. I know. I can be very nice (defining “nice” is up to u though) but can turn out to be very NASTY and BIATCHY at times. Keep telling myself that it’s purely a friend-to-friend thing, what’s all the fuss. right? No. Maybe. But still urghhhhhhhhh~~~

Come to think ’bout it, there’s just one good explanation to this…

I’m just…

JEALOUS (but I still want to leave my footprints on her face. Period.).

Dang. I need a box of donut with Mr. Smiley as the icing.

Super-licious strobery in West Java!

My first trip to Bandung was SUPERRRRRRRRBB!!!

• The nicest strawberry juice I tasted (so far) is found in Bandung, ID! I had blended strawberry with milk and it was like..super-duper awesome I tell you!!!
• Didn’t manage to take lots of photos – was walking from one factory outlets to another (lots and lots of them), distros, malls, streets etc and carrying my D60 is kinda heavy, so I left it in the hotel room. Brought along the compact Lumix but was too busy deciding on what to buy and cared less about photo snapping. lol.
• The weather in Bandung is quite cold, at times it felt like the whole city was air-conditioned!
• A lot of poor people begging for money along the streets (street beggars)- as young as 2 years old to maybe 60. Very kesian. It made me realized that people (like me) should be grateful with what they have now..at least we can afford to wear nice clothes, wear shoes and own a car. I saw kids who walk up and down the same street from am to pm. Walking from one car to another begging for $.
• Terasa diriku umpama Jutawan!! Carried cash amounting to 5 Million in our shorts!!! (in Rupiahs of course). lol.
• (besok sambung cerita. sleepy already)

Suckkk-errr!

I’m a sucker for:

• Great conversations – Having teh ping with a wonderful someone + bubbling about random topics that makes you laugh (up the point where people think you’re crying), can make me smile all day long. Actually no..it would made me smile for days and days and days.
  
• Cute spiky hairs ~ I still have the utmost adoration for the ‘clean cut’ or ‘boy bands” look. I can stare at their hair for like hours. I just need them to sit quietly and be cute.
• Rock loud musics ~ Couldn’t resist rock musics that makes you jump.
• Dark Bitter Chocolates ~ I’m no chocoholic but dark bitter ones makes my life seems .. sweeter.

I had Ikan Keli and Tofu at a Kelantanese Restaurant for lunch. (Do I need to mention that Ikan Keli (digoreng dengan sambal okayy) is probably one of my most sought-after food next to Ikan Patin masak Tempoyak?). Quite a heavy lunch as I also had Sup Tulang at the same time. Bulih tahan juga lahhh the food. (Basically I have nothing ‘commercial’ enough to share.. so I guess telling you the kind of FOOD I had today is ‘exciting’ enough. Woohoo).

Class started yesterday but our lectures will only start tommorow morning. These two days have got to be the most sleepiest days for mua. We were supposed to complete our statistic assignment as the last day of submission is today. I completed mine on Saturday so basically I had nothing to do in class besides helping the rest with their graphs/charts (Ceh. Kunun sy siap awal lah nih), reading the papers, rummaged through my bag in search for receipts of meals I had (claim purposes), and cam-whored. and owh.. I also ‘unconciously’ fell asleep (we were in an air-conditioned room, cushioned chairs and a big table in front). It was all too tempting! The other girls had nothing to do as well so I guess the ‘wisest’ thing to do was taking photos of people..sleeping…Main target for the day: Eleanor. Demmit. I’ll have my revenge! (Note: I still feel bad for sleeping in class. It is SOOOO not ME! I’ve ALWAYSSSS have been the KUAI² girl… “Self praise is still the best praise”).

I was at the usual mamak just now with vbf and was so fcukin disturbed by the attitude of some people who was also there to ‘melepak’. Reason being: the way they talk to the helpers who took their orders was so damn rude. I am so sure that the helper was not a local so he was having trouble in taking down their orders to which this guy started to raise his tone of voice (it more or less sounded like he was shouting!). Kesiannnn bah the helper! Malu baitu!  We were sitting beside this ass and I felt like shouting back to him “ui buduh kah kau..no matter how you scream your lungs out pun dia susah paham bah buduhhhh! BUUUUDUHHHHHHHHHHH!” (terus keluar slang Sabah kaw kaw nih.wtf lah.). Have respect for people lah suckerrrr! It won’t kill you to talk nicely.

I’m going off to bed. A random photo below taken in a tunnel while on our way to KLCC. Nothing much. It’s just something I loikey like.

Wife’s Diary vs Husband’s Diary.

Got this from my boss. Thought of sharing as I find truth in this. Really.

Ladies: A gentle reminder to not let your ‘imagination’ cause trouble.

Guys: A bit more sensitive lehhh.

WIFE’s DIARY

Sunday night – I thought he was acting weird.  We had made plans to
meet at a cafe to have some coffee.  I was shopping with my friends
all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit
late, but he made no comment.

Conversation wasn’t flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet
so we could talk, he agreed but his mind was far away.  I asked him
what was wrong – he said, ‘Nothing.’  I asked him if it was my fault
that he was upset.  He said it had nothing to do with me and not to
worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and
kept driving. I can’t explain his behavior; I don’t know why he
didn’t say, ‘I love u, too.’

When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing
to do with me anymore.  He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed
distant and absent.

Finally I decided to go to bed.  About 10 minutes later he came to
bed. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to
confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.  I started
crying and cried until I too fell asleep.  I don’t know what to do.
I’m almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.

My life is a disaster.

HUSBAND’s DIARY

Today Liverpool lost!

Adui bah.

♥ Photo courtesy of CGS ♥

It’s been nearly two months since I left KK (and it’s been that long that I have not been updating ALF), and boy, I miss home so much. ♥ I miss mumi, dadi and andy, hims, hers, the 8-5 workmates, the futsal team, my commando-like dogs at home; which I didn’t actually cared for that much back home, my mustard-like room, my viva-la-vida, and everything, everything back home  (macam mau nangis sudah saya typing this). I’m actually busy scouring photos I managed to save in my external HDD in search of photos of family and friends. I miss home like, so much (a.k.a homesick).

A lot happened since the day I left home – for all the right and wrong reasons. With my lack of abilities to make ‘wise’ decisions combine with my greatest capability (which is: being completely ignorant), I hurt others..both intentionally and unintentionally. I view this ‘trip’ as some sort of ’self-therapy’ (sounds so minta puji nihh. lol.) …always wanted a time where I could actually not think about work, taking breaks from excessive late-night party-ings (instead of the 4 times a week session, I definitely reduced the number to 1…in every one or two weeks y’all; pure alco-intake only, not inclusive of the jogets. lol.  impressive *clapping both hands and feets*), and giving a major thought on what I’m gonna do when I come back home. Being ignorant is not an option anymore.. I guess.

I have a lot to ramble about but with such little time, I won’t be able to do much for now…but photos would help I know. So here you go peeps (all in random order).

1.THE HEALTH INFORMATION MANAGEMENT CLASS OF 2009.

(ini time punch card mau balik. Saat paling best woh!)

These are my classmates in Nilai. The first week of getting back into class (or the whole studying environment) was so damn difficult. Not as in having a difficult time understanding the lectures but due to the fact that I couldn’t seem to go through the 8 -5pm classes without falling asleep. Tried so hard to keep my eyes open but will actually ‘curi curi tidur’ for say 5 minutes only. (erkk..okay2 obviously I’m lying. I could ‘accidentally’ fall asleep for more than a mere 5mins). I do feel bad okayyy but things started to get better on the 2nd week of class (instead of falling asleep for 15mins, I only slept for 10. Impressive huh!)

2. MALAYSIA PLAYED WELL! 18/07/09. Location: Stadium Bukit Jalil. (though they didn’t win against the Red Devils but but but…woohoooooooooooooo! Malaysia rocks!) *suddenly becoming very patriotic…lalala..doing the tip-toe dance with him*.

• My first time watching football in SBJ with a ticket costing 98 bucks. (Thanks!)
• Searched for a parking for almost an hour. Parked nearly 1km away…but it’s worth it!
• Supported our Malaysian team all throughout the game. Didn’t wore anything RED that day.
• Owen is hot. So was the weather (result: armpits very the basah.lol)
• Augie & Judy are superb.

3. Barbeque-ing in Bangsar.

Saya sukaaaaaaaaa! I didn’t actually know anybody at the BBQ except for ‘the brothers’ but was soon caught up in a series of laughter all throughout the evening – thanks to Dave and of course, The Brothers. The nicest thing was that big bro prepared a ’separated’ meal for mua (in a damn huge bowl okayyy!) due to the fact that I am heavily allergic to seafood and eggs; it would made it impossible for me to eat the awe-noods (awesome noodles) he’s cooking for the rest of the BBQ-ing peeps. Lil brother still thinks I’m a bit at the weird-side. Quoting him: “are you REAAAAAALLY allergic to eggs???” Seafood possibly yes, but eggs???. *Sigh”. My Answer: YESSSSS!

4. Hennesy Artistry 2009

So I went to one of the largest Party in Malaysia (my choice of words mcm so grande kan. blek.). Thanks to lil brother! Tagged along Ms. Febria who actually had a hard time deciding whether she should go to Artistry or not. (need to update later . need to go and get some food!)

I am so.

…Happy - Nevershoutnever

You make me happy whether you know it or not
We should be happy that’s what I said from the start
I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days
For the rest of my days
Your all of my days

Your lookin so cool your lookin so fly
I can’t deny that when I’m staring
You down right dead in the eye
I wanna try to be the person you want
The person you need
It’s hard to conceive
That somebody like you could be with
Someone like me

I’m happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other si-ide
The more I think the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and justa reminisce
Uhh ooo ooo

Your lookin so fresh
It’s catching my eye
Why oh why did I not see this before
The girl (/boy) I adore was right in front of me
And now I’ll take a step back and look in your eye
And ask why it took so long to see
Were meant to be

I’m happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other si-ide
The more I think the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and justa reminisce

On the good, the bad, the ugly
The smiles, the laughs, the funny,
Or all the things we put each other through
It’s for you for you for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

You make me happy whether you know it or not
We should be happy that’s what I said from the start
I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days
For the rest of my days
Your all of my days

I’m happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other si-ide
The more I think the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and justa reminisce

P/s: ALF abandoned for nearly two months. Urgh.

“But if I go to hell, well then I hope I burn well”

…from Cake’s The Roof is on Fire.

Spent the night going through my playlist and am gladly listing down songs which I strongly, strongly believe that everyone should at least listen once to (just… because.)~ in no particular order:

1. The Drugs Don’t Work – The Verve (Fav. part of the song: The drugs don’t work, it just makes you worse)
2. Shining Light- Ash (Ditto: A full on chemical reaction)
3. Goodnight Goodnight – Hot Hot Heat (Ditto: you’re embarrassing me, you’re embarrassing me!)
4. [Falling in Love at a] Coffee Shop – Landon Pigg (Ditto: I think that possibly that maybe I’m falling for you)
5. You’ll Never Walk Alone – Liverpool’s Anthem Song (Ditto: Walk on, Walk On, with hope in your heart..)
6. Use Somebody – Kings of Leon (Ditto: Come as lovers, undercovers, on the street)
7. Fuck You – Lily Allen (Ditto: do you get the kick of being slow-minded?)
8. Someday – The Strokes (Ditto: on top of this, I ain’t gonna understand)
9. Walking with A Ghost – Tegan & Sara (Ditto: No matter which way you stay, you’re out of my mind)
10. Don’t Look Back in Anger – Oasis (Ditto: So I start a revolution from my head)
11. Lollipop – Mika (Ditto: Too much candy gonna rot your soul)
12. Monster – Meg & Dia (Ditto:  Love me, Love Me..that’s all I ask for)
13. One Wish – Ray J (Ditto: If I had one wish, we’ll run away)
14. Turning Japanese – Incubus (Ditto: I think I’m turning Japanese, I really think so)
15. America’s Suiteheart – Fall Out Boy (Ditto: I must confess, I’m in love with my own sins)
16. I Will Buy You A New Life – Everclear (Ditto: I will buy you a new car, perfect shiny and blue)
17. The Blower’s Daughter – Damien Rice (Ditto: I can’t take my eyes off of you)
18. La La Land – Demi Lovato (Ditto: Who said I can’t wear my dress with my converse?)
19. The Roof is on Fire – Cake (Ditto: But if I go to hell, I hope I burn well!)
20. Bohemian Rhapsody – Queen (Ditto: Anwhere the wind blows, It doesn’t really matter to me)
21. Nobody Knows – Tony Rich Project (Ditto: I’m dying inside but nobody knows it but me)
22. So I Fall Again – Phantom Planet (Ditto: but I know it’s something you can’t stop)
23. Vulnerable – Secondhand Serenade (Ditto: Let’s pretend that we’re alone..)
24. Hatin’ on the Club – Rihanna (Ditto: ohhh…. you got me hatin’ on the club)

But I’m all into what Mr. DJ burns for me! *doing the thumbs up + the dum dum song*

My faith is shaking. lala.

I nearly got hit by a car! Stupid guy! I was about to cross the road (was about to have dinner at one of the shops in Gaya Street) when this jeep suddenly came right in front of me and parked on the road island! I didn’t even notice the car was coming. I stood there blankly for a minute before continued walking. The fucked up thing was the driver acted like nothing happened when he stepped out of the car…possibly he didn’t even notice that he nearly hit a person! Cilakak betul.

Man-United won the match against Man-City with a score of 2-0. Demmit . There goes my Ipod (since I was betting on a 3-1 score). Nevertheless, glory glory Man-U! (Though I’m more a YNWA fan.lol)

Owh well…Here’s the lyric from Miley Cyrus’s The Climb which I’ve been currently playing in my car.and singing along to. I like.

Landon Pigg’s Coffee Shop and Owl’s City Hello Seattle is however played over and over again at home – with subwoofer.

Miley Cyrus – The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what?s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

♥ ♥ ♥

The conversation I had with her this evening got me thinking…are men never to be trusted? Is it worthwhile to get your hopes that high on someone that you THOUGHT was the fcukin’ one…but ended-up to be a cheating d-head! (Humming the song by Kate Nash ~ with my annoying low tones) Her whole situation reminded me exactly how it felt when my previous relationship went from super-exhilarating to super-destructive. I was very glad mine ended even if during that point of time, it felt like a few missiles were launched and landed precisely on the spot where it hurt the most ~ a perfect bullsye! I ‘recovered’ by vomitting myself out of it (yes.pathetic.). I wasn’t being a good listener as I was trying to get her to understand things from my point of view which obviously supports her without much queries and putting all the fault on her other half; blame it on my previous fcuk-up past.

“Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus” ~ is one of the most interesting piece I’ve ever read before, as it shows how men and women have diverse perceptions and views running through their minds…However..bear in mind that no two people are alike..regardless of their gender…but I believe that when it comes to cheaters, men and women have a lot in common. The longer you are in a relationship with someone, the more you understand their habits and attitudes. Any slight changes in behavior (for both sexes) can be easily detected and you may perceive them as signs of cheating. I might be a strong believer in logics and relevancy as all reasonable explanantions must first be made using the mind… but if you still have a gut feeling that something is still awfully twisted, there are times where you shouldn’t be ignoring those ’signs’ as your heart knows better.

I don’t have any good ‘advices’ to give you my dear friend, as I am a failure myself…

….but fret not, I’ll be here to listen and even cry with ya

( Could we just fly away and never come back?)

♥ Love hurts. Love sucks. Most of the time. ♥

P/s: VBF came to the rescue! Hoorahhh!

just… nothing.

Finished watching I Am Legend (owh yes. I am very, very outdated) and the movie … is scary! Decided to watch the movie with mum and dad but they went off to bed before the movie ended. I guess they weren’t interested to watch a movie where there is only a guy and a dog running around a destroyed New York. lol. Dad would prefer watching kung-fu movies while Mum will stick to her ‘gua kanget bangat sama dong‘ and ‘em haiya ma‘ episodes. Brother was no where to be found..he didn’t even bother pick-up his phone. So typical of him. His journey to the ‘rombengans’ was obviously diverted to another location I persume (jengjengjeng).

Am off to bed. It’s 1.37am in the morning and I want a pack of Ribena!

**Was smiling to myself when I read the message ~ you accepted with exclamation marks?? lol. Silly us but thanks okay?

I’m sick…

but I couldn’t sleep . . and feel very uncomfortable lying down.

So I wrapped myself with my blanket and eventually wasted my time doing this while waiting for his replies. *sighs*

Doing it the Black Sabbath Style!

I’m still quite full with the pizzaz I had just now with JC and Jem, but the drumsticks I saw on the kitchen table looks very tempting. I was eye-ing it a few times while on my way to the fridge but repetitively telling myself not to eat this late (fyi, it’s 12.08am in the morning). I’m starting to have a big appetite recently and it scares me! Would I want to go back to the time when I was nearly twice of the figure I weigh now? Owh no. I can’t barely run one full round of a badminton court during those ‘heavy’ days! But but but…I’m happy to gain an extra 3 kilos though. Hooray!

Amri came down from KL the other day for a gig in Keningau and I was so surprised to see that he at least dropped around 15kilos as well. He was a bit chubby the last time I met him and now he’s sooo skinny. We were sharing our ‘views’ and yes, I can understand how hard for him to actually explain the reasons behind it; because there is none.

I ♥ my waffle.

~ The excessive singing I had while on our way back home last night made my throat felt worse! I was already having a sore throat this couple of days and with additional screaming to Rihanna’s ‘Hating on the Club’ but doing it the Black Sabbath style, made everything worse! Hopefully I would get better. I couldn’t be handling an event later with this voice. How I wish everything would turn out okay tomorrow *keeping my fingers crossed*.

and owh..before I go off to bed.. I just want to share something with all of ya…I ALREADY ATE THE DRUMSTICKS (tidak tahan bahh.lol)

New found hobby: Complaining.

“Punya panas di luar!”. I sighed and sighed whenever I go for my usual trips to the main building; which is only a 100metre away from office…wasn’t because of the work, but purely because of the need to walk under the sun. Though I was using the umbrella~ella~ella~eh~eh, it still feels like my skin is burning from the heat. Pehh..Panas berabisss! The moment I stepped out the door, I was already making a lot of noise (read: non-stop mumbling). I know, I know..complaining will not in any way help coz I still need to drag myself to the other side *sighs.again*.

I don’t think she’s that stupid (tiba-tiba tukar cerita but ..oh well)..they might think she’s stupid but personally I don’t think she is! No one is stupid you see. There are only slow-learners, ignorant and heartless people (I even highlighted this part just to ’stress out’ my main point.hihihi) - but again,  they are not stupid. Calling them ’stupid’ might only be an expression of telling how absent-minded and insensitive that particular person is…yet I wonder who came up with the word, and how they define what stupidity is? I use the word ’stupid’ very often (please forgive me and my vulgarity)… but I don’t really mean it in a way as if I am saying that they’re totally ‘brainless’! I am usually refering to the situation..and not directly at that somebody! In this case, she is a slow-learner..the ‘blur-blur’ type which really affects her performance and I am having problem to ‘talk and correct’ her as what’s being requested. Adui. I am so not good at correcting others (coz I’m not that purrr-fect either!)…but if she keeps doing the ‘blur-blur’ thing… she might need to leave… like really LEAVE. I wouldn’t want that to happen. Kasiannn nih..Ihh. dia ni pun satu..kenapa bah blur-blur tu..ada masalah mengkali?? Ihhhhh..bikin sakit kepala!

I mentioned about my aunt getting married in my previous post…and like all wedding receptions… it was so ‘meriah‘! I like! (doing the thumbs-up).Last but not least, here are some of the photos taken during the day (and like always…mesti lah ada gambar saya rasa kunun paling lawa lahhhh! (even if in real life bidak.Wakakakakak) Phewitt-ing to myself. lol ~ )

having problem to upload. will continue another day.

P/s: It’s sad when u claimed to embrace ‘it’ yet u retaliate with ignorance. I hate. Case-closed.

That rusty old bridge.

Another aunt of mine getting married next Saturday… so we had a short meeting yesterday evening to segregate some of the things to be done on my aunt’s big day…and so I was asked to be the usher for guests attending thier wedding reception. They’ll have a few camps set-up at my aunt’s house compound on that day where tables and chairs  for guest shall be located. I’m just hoping that the weather would not be as hot as today (the walks I had to take from my office to the hospital seems… forever!) as I hate to be all sticky-icky.

Brother and I head back home directly after the meeting ended. We stopped by the bridge near the junction to my aunt’s house….the house just by the roadside (right in front of the bridge) is where my father spend his childhood before moving to KK during his younger years. House was left abandoned but was maintained to this day. Seems like the house is going to be renovated since a relative of us will soon be moving in. I can already see that they’ve installed a few air-conditioners. The area surrounding the house is quite dusty with pilings, steels and bricks since they are building a new bridge just beside the old one. Not sure if they are going to demolish the old rusty bridge. I hope they don’t…we don’t get to see this kind of bridge very often. The last time we actually came back to Topokon was possibly, 5 years ago! We managed to take a few shots before heading home.

It was half past 6pm and the day was getting dark. We took the long winding road from Topokon to Tamparuli and the road reminds me of ‘Initial D’! Not joking. I paused for a moment and was actually enjoying the snake-like road while brother drove the pick-up. Astaga. Bulih buat drift ni bahh tu jalan! I should bring JC here…Instead of going for CSF at Foh Sang or SNM at Lintas..let’s have a drive in Tuaran! (yang teda-teda nih!)

P/s: Had to ‘reject’ Inden’s offer to go for picnic. Lol. Lain kali ok..or better still, let’s go to CMBD for ‘adegans‘. Wakakakakakakakak.

**I’ll upload a few more photos tomorrow.